An Ugly Poem About YOU

Tonight this eyes can't close again
i don't know either why is the wind blows so cold
is it because my heart...or because my thought about you
it's been a while since i felt this feeling anymore
i race my handsome  face up in the sky
why i see just dark..?
where is my stars..my moon..my meteors...even my grey clouds..??
just black..dark...and alone
it will make me shy if i wrote this
it will make me dizzi and sick  if i tell you this..
but i can't take this feeling anymore
i can't take this situation alone anymore
why everybody leave me alone again
in this night...in this feeling about you...
yeah..you.......
you are the one i need right now..
you are my medicine
to help me from this feeling...
the feeling that is almost killing me inside
you....
i'm weak when you're not around
i need you...please come to me...please...
you.........
my meal....my rice....there is no one in the refrigerator
anybodi home...hello.....
i'm alone in here...i'm starving u know...
arrrrgghhhhh....so hungry.............